Azam Amir Kasab, 21, is one of the terrorists who was caught. He was the only one who survived. As usual (and some would be happy about it) he hail's from Pakistan and all were brought up outside of Pakistan. The fact that they are Pakistani doesn't annoy me. Terrorists can be from anywhere. But what get's to my nerves is the fact that these guys are so young, so well-mannered, so well-brought up and this is what they end up doing! What could possibly destroy them to this extent. Is is the "mullahs" or some other authority? Have these people never lost their loved ones? Killing so many people is just not easy. There DEFINITELY must be some serious brainwashing going on over here.
As Azam had said, "we were instructed to 'kill till the last breath'." And now he beg's for his life. What gives him the right to beg for his life? After killing off so many people...he want's his life to be spared! You should have thought of this whilst you fired at those innocent people. They wanted to create and Indian 9/11. Yeah right!
But then again, people will say that they were brainwashed. What I ask is, did they not have their own brains, soul or faith that they got themselves to be brainwashed so easily?
Can you look at this guy and imagine him doing this hideous act? Can you imagine that 18 year old child doing so? If you really want a war, then these so called "leaders" should come up front with the right people and not kill off the innocent or brainwash these yougsters who have not even started a proper life!
"Now , I don't want to live," were the words that he said.
What has this world come upto? What made the world this way?
How can you ever forget this guys face? HOW?

Ok, so yes I say that the recent Mumbai Attack was bad. Nothing could possibly have been worst. And my condolences to all the people who lost their lives (may their soul rest in peace). But what gives the Indian media and some Indian people the right to just start their nonsense talks about the fact that the terrorists were Pakistanis. Even if they were, what gives the other people the right to start saying things about ALL the Pakistanis?
I have been watching the Indian news channels (CNN-IBN, Zee News, Aaj Tak, Sahara etc.) and they have been assuming SO MUCH! The minute they heard of the attacks, the first news that was put up was "The attack is by the ISI". WHAT THE HELL GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO SAY THAT? Have you even started investigating? Have you even seen their faces? Or have you just known all along that the bombings were gonna happen and you didn't bother doing anything about it?
Pakistani news channels are AMAZINGLY bad but they NEVER talk so negative about the other nations UNTIL we know who has actually done it! I personally HATE Pakistani news channels, but sometimes when I see some Indian news channel's, I just can't help but feel proud of Pakistani news channels.
While these terrorists (I'm not going to deny the fact that they are NOT!) were hidden in the Taj Hotel, the channels found COMPLETE information about how they came into India. They took a boat full of ammunition and crossed the Indian borders! Where was your army at that time? I mean seriously man...news channels need to start making sense! And then I heard the people's interviews (who were in the hotel and were later rescued).
A man said..."Yes he was definitely Pakistani!"
The news reporter asked, "Did he talk to you or any one else?".
The man replies, "No, but he was definitely Pakistani!".
HELLO! The guy didn't even say anything and you have started to guess his nationality? Yes the commandos did a great job, yes the terrorists need a taste of their own medicine, yes whatever happened shouldn't have happened. But for once...just get it straight... YOU CANNOT BLAME THE WHOLE NATION FOR THE DOING OF JUST A FEW PEOPLE!
And I'm definitely NOT enforcing the fact that I don't like Indians. I mean come on, 80% of my friends are Indians, and I JUST can't hate them for what the stupid news channels are saying.
And for once, I feel proud of the Pakistani high-position people. I just heard it on ARY that a Pakistani chief or someone (can't remember his name) has called up CNN-IBN and a few other Indian news channels and warned them not to further exaggerate their hatred towards Pakistani's or else action will be taken.
I hope after this, the channels just stick to the terrorists and not go further humiliate all Pakistanis! AND I just want the biases to end. I mean can they ever end?

Tell me something. How annoying would it be if your school people found a way to hack into the server of a website and see all your personal information? REALLY ANNOYING EH!! well here it is then, my sisters school (i won't mention the name!) hacked into the Facebook accounts and are calling their parents and saying all sort of things that are not even true!!!

So people have actually started deactivating their accounts! Now I find it really annoying...if the school can do it...den what guarantees that our accounts are safe?

Ok so the new is...that MJ (Michael Jackson) has turned Muslim. This iz probably the trillionth time im hearing it! And its really getting to my nerves. I think its a fake!! Since he is supposed to appear in court a few days from now to face Shekih Khalifa, he took this step. To gain religional sympathy or what? It just seems so weird. I still can't come to believe that he has become a Muslim in a TRUE sense!

But truly, the only one who can judge him and know what his true intentions are is Allah and i just hope he is gettin judged well!

Man...20th october...i lost my car to dat stupid accident...its been dere since da 22nd!!! IMAGINE!
The 22nd of october till today {count da dayz ur self}. And am not gettin it for another week...

FISH!!! my college lyf iz gettin soooo annoyin...i have no freedom anymore...argh...KILL ME OR GET ME A NEW CAR!!!

and dont u dare comment on my slang/short eng...coz im soooo frustrated...im not writin nefin properly nemore!

CHUCK DA WORLD!!! AND LEMME LIVE!!!!

When the professor asked us to experiment with AutoCAD and try to learn as many good things as possible...this is what i got to:

This is what the stupid car company is doing right now. One week back we handed in my car to 'Al-Habtoor' for repair. And until three days ago they had not handed in the bloody insurance papers to the insurance company! ANNOYING!!!! and now my car will take about 2 more weeks to come. So here goes my stupid car for the net two weeks... KILL ME!!!!!!

*note: NEVER fall into a major accident!*

Have you ever got the urge to do something REALLY weird or freaky when you are annoyed or something is getting to your nerves. Well...a few days ago, i had the EXACT same urges and they continued for a period of time (maybe even till today). So here goes the list:

1. Whilst driving, i had this urge to break through all the cars just to reach home. There was bloody too much traffic!
2. Just to avoid the traffic, I wanted my car to become a small tinee winee little car so that I can go under the cars and reach home ASAP!
3. I felt like a vampire who was blood thirsty and was surround by humans and YET could not drink the blood.
4. I saw a couple walking hand in hand and felt like slapping the guy because i just find it really annoying when people show that they are a couple.
5. i felt like going to the guy who was sitting on his bicycle and pushing him down
6. i saw a 'sardar' (Sikh) and wanted to pop my head out the window and sing "Bhootni Ke"
7. Just out of nowhere, i felt like scratching my self at the back and shoulders (too itchy)
8. I couldnt get past a game in FIFA and so i wanted to go in a break the head of the goalie
9. i couldn't find my notebook and i wanted to break the writing table into million little pieces
10. Facebook wouldnt take the pictures to upload and so i wanted to tear the photos after pulling them out from the screen!

Allright... a very very short blog.

On Monday the 20th of October, I had my very first accident. I was crossing my car at a junction to go straight at about 40 kmph (an inside road has that much speed limit) and a Merc hit my car on the passenger side with about 80 - 90 kmph. Yeah...Merc's radiator got busted and he couldn't restart the car and my car doors were almost gone. Hehe. Newayz, since it was not my fault I was given a 200 dhs fine coz acoording to the law, once you enter the junction, no matter what happens, if the other car is coming straight and breaking all the laws, still its their right and the fault comes on you! Stupid...I KNOW! Anyways, since it wasnt my fault (as i have already mentioned) he cut 200 dhs from the fine and didnt give my 4 black points (phew!). And my car will be gone for bout 15-20 days until the stupid company repairs it! ARGH!!!!

*BTW....I LOOOOVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TWILIGHT SAGA!!!!*

So here it is. Yes its the Twilight series...and more over its the guy himself. EDWARD! Mesmerizing story and plot.Amazing characters. Mind blowing dialogues... all that you would ever want in a good novel. And for the first time ever i actually like this love story! It is so unique, nothing like the old vampire love stories or vampire myths. So easy to understand and yet so well written. People who never liked vampire books, gotta tell you that you will SURELY love this one! So leave all those weird vampire myths and stories behind and get on reading. After Harry Potter, you just cannot miss this one. Gotta admit though, I love this book more than Harry Potter and i think the couple is just AWESOME!

In one of my recent posts: Annoyingly Annoying... i wrote about the things or people that annoy me and it included Americans. So people questioned me: why do you hate Americans? do you hate all Americans? So i thought i would tell the story.

I never hated America/Americans until 9th july,2001. I visited Canada for the first time that month. My time in Canada was passing very well. Then came 9th July. My birthday. Since we had an american visit visa, we thought we would go to America with our family friends. So with everything packed up, we headed towards Niagara Falls (goin by road). At the borders, the American police officers checked our things, our belongings and then our passports. Then they asked us for some papers and we eventually gave it to them. They made us wait at the borders for 3 hours and finally gave us an answer. "NO" was what we heard from them. We had an American visa, property in Canada and we were not illegal either. And yet for no reason they didn't let us into the American land. I would have accepted if they had given a reason, bur there were none and since then, my hatred for Americans came into existence. And I donot wish to keep any connections to that country. So I refused to study/ live there!

That my friends is the story! And yes you might say that not all Americans are bad but people, not all Muslims are bad too. Yet I have seen that a lot of people (especially Americans and Britishers) think the way I am thinking right now!

Nothing big man...i just had my life's first ever longest drive: "one and a half hour". Yes. A drive from Sharjah to Dubai right after Sehri (the morning breakfast in Ramadan).
So at about 4.50 am i was out of the house and back at about 6.23!

Well the main purpose of my drive was to see shorter and better routes to my college in a non-rush hour time. In Dubai/Sharjah the only time there is no rush is from 2 a.m to 5 a.m. on weekdays and a wee bit longer on weekends! Since I am a new driver and am not that perfect so i thought i would go with my dad and i would get some actual road practice too! So I drove my dad's Pajero to college and back.

As far as my experience is concerned...it was tensed for only one reason: my dad was with me! Come on...you are driving your dad's car...no sorry...jeep and he is sitting right beside you and he is such a perfect driver...you do tend to get tensed!

Oh...oh...i even went on the bridge! YES! My first time on the bridge. But it was bad too. I got quiet a few scoldings from my dad, because i wasn't driving it properly!

But overall, it was good! WOHO!


NOTE: MY VOCAB IS PRETTY GOOD BUT MY PROBLEM IS THAT I CANT USE SOPHISTICATED STYLE OF WRITING IN MY BLOGS! IT ANNOY ME TO READ OTHER BLOGS WITH SUCH GREAT ENGLISH AND I LOOK FUNNY! ANYHELP?

Yes YEs! Heroes is back....and as you can see its just a few days away! So hold on tight...coz it is about to rock us again!
And those who don't watch it...u better start on it!

Seriously I have started to hate blog writing. I just can't seem to find anything I can write about. I don't watch news so thats a ZERO...bollywood/hollywood is getting boring by the day...and life as usual is so cooly stuck! So my ability to write a blog is slowly decreasing to ZERO!

Anyways...BYE!

THERE WAS AN EARTHQUAKE....

Apparently there was an eartquake here in UAE that was travelling from Iran..my friend in the opposite building felt it. But I didn't and neither did anyone in our house! funny eh...but thats the fact!

And if that wasn't enough, the stupid "BIG BANG" experiment is about to happen today. SHIT! Is Science gonna kill us all or what! I think its about time these scientists should slow down on their wild imaginations and let people live happily!

for those who don't know what the hell it is...it's called the CERN Experiment. The CERN experiment in simple words:

Scientists are trying recreate conditions just after the Big Bang when the universe was born.

In a large collider which has been cooled to 271 degrees centigrade, particles will be made to collide at nearly the speed of light.

All of this will take place in a 27 kilometre long tunnel, 80 metres below the earth's surface.

The scientists are looking for a fundamental particle called Higgs Bozon. They are expecting data to be generated on particles and the radiation.

It is the most expensive experiment ever to be conducted.(NDTV.com)

-->While no one knows what to expect yet, some researchers have raised concerns saying that the experiment may trigger natural calamities eventually leading to the end of the world.

-->There have been concerns that the experiment could create anti-matter or black holes but scientists say they are unfounded. (NDTV.com)

Life doesn't take a huge turn at times! And that gets VERY annoying. You just want life to move ahead. And it is just stuck at that very insignificant point. To talk in Fifa language, your overall has reached its peak and will develop slowly...very slowly! Shit this is getting serious! I DONOT like to write serious stuff!

Its just 10th september and colloger doesn't start for another 25 days or so. And I have nothing better to do in life then to play Fifa/PES/Def Jam/Guitar Hero all the time. Fifa is like my all time craze now. Can't get enough of it. Guess what I did after winning 5 seasons!!!! I freakin deleted my whole "manager mode" by mistake. I was emptying out my memory card (PS), deleting all my Fifa goal recordings. And in the midst of all that, I deleted my "manager mode", my "tournament mode", my "coop mode" and all my made players! So i did it all over again! takes time but i like it (i made a really cute player too!) Sometimes things get very funnily annoying! Oh "annoying" reminds of something. Why not write a blog on things that are VERY annoying (for me atleast)! Oh finally. I have something productive to write about!

And the list goes...
1]Rakhi Sawant
2]Yahoo Messenger
3]Chain Mails
4]When i can't sleep at night!
5]Man U fans
6]People who keep telling that wrestling is "fake"! ALRIGHT I KNOW IT!
7]Pop-up
8]when people keep talking on messengers/upfront and dont get the whole point that i DONOT wish to talk at the moment
9]Spelling mistakes/ wrong sentence structures
10]Commerials...the REALLY stupid ones
11]Some of my friends (like the one im talking to at the moment!)
12]When people just can't accept the truth that i am better than them in some matters. I mean..HELLO...dont they get the point or what!?
13]When people pull my hair from the back
14]When people ask me questions that have a TOTALLY obvious answer like "oh you are here?...no not exactly...i thought i was there!"
15]Politicians
16]News channels
17]Ekta's "K" serials
18]People who chew REALLY loud.
19]People who makes funny noises while driving
20]People who kick your chair in the plane
21]Americans
22]People who stick there noses into EVERYTHING!
23]When I forget something within a second or two.
24]Shahrukh Khan
25]Guys with girly looks
26]Guys who wax
27]Girls who make a huge fuss out of everything
28]People who point at every single thing ang do the same thing at another time
28]Asif Ali Zardari
29]Women who think that a man in house is EVERYTHING! and they JUST want a son!!!!! (what the hell are you alive for?)
30]People who annoy you on purpose
And the list goes on...

Btw...who says girls gossip a lot! my OWN personal experience tells me...that guys do the gossip blabbering a LOT!

Ok. So i know that i haven't written since... FOREVER! Mid june is a LOOONNNGGGG way. Sincelrely I had my exams and then long long vacations without any possibilty of internet connections. Ok fine!!! I did get to surf a few times, but come on! I was on my vacations. Who would sit and write a blog? So here goes my long boringly short life story since the 16th of june!

My exams started on the 22nd of june (im guessing here!) So i had to study. Dont really remember whether i actually studied or not...i think...no im pretty sure i did! So all my exams went by quiet well. Except for the last one. For particularly 2 reasons. One, the stupid teacher had set a really hard and weird paper in which even the VERY good students messed up. Second, Germany lost the Euro cup to Spain! God how i cried that day! :((((((

On the 4th of july we left UAE to go on a 11 day Euro Trip! So we went to Amsterdam, Paris and London. Amsterdam was ok. It wasn't that much fun. Paris was fun man. I walked like 12 kms everyday. And i was surprised to see how small Paris is. It's bout 144 km in area (guesstimation!) But the point is...ITS SMALL! And only damn rich people live in Paris. The normal middle class family lives in areas outside Paris. And finally london. Only one word: BORING! Make sure you don't go to London after seeing all the historical places in other parts of Europe. Because then London seems just normal. Nothing above it! But i LOVVVEEEEDDDD going to Taussads! That was fun. But i couldm't believe that I missed some of my favorite actors (we actually arrived a little late!)

The best of all was when i went to my mamo's house (my mom's bro). He went to London when I was about 5 and I went to his house after 14 years. He was sooooo overwhelmed. Never saw him cry before. And then came the trip to pakistan. Yes it was good. Loved meeting my baby...my MOST favorite cousin Hassaan. But as you may know, or you may not know. Pakistan can't come to you with a lot of ease. With in 5 days or so everyone was on bed. Coughing and sneezing their way out of the house. Horrible! Oh and i did celebrate my bday on the 9th of July....WOHOOOO!!!!! I turned 19....

As far as other things go, i developed a few interests:
1]Soccer....IM CRAZY ABOUT IT! My life revolves on soccer now. TV, PS, comp, mobile...etc etc
2]Reading books...lost the touch in between. But im back at it
3] surprisingly enough...Studyin for college!
4] since i had to choose a team for soccer.. i have officially made Liverpool my fav team (guess my layout says everything!)

Im tired of writing now and so i shall say my goodbyes to you! Have fun and miss me! BYE!

Do you those times, when tention just surrounds you and you have no clue as to what should be done now? If so, then welcome to my world. And why on this wide earth would I feel so? Hah! No idea eh...well then, allow me explain the tragic course of my life.

Jannat is by far one of the best movies I have seen in my life. It surely ranks in my top 10. Seems like the Bhatts never run out of ideas. The theme holds strong for the whole film: "Simplicity is better than materialism". Unlike of what you might think, it is NOT a film based on bookies. It is purely a love story.

For sure the story revolves around the bookies world, but in the midst of all that, there is a girl, who for love's sake, buries her own happiness.

The story starts of in a simple and most typical manner. Boy meets girl, they fall in love, they do crazy things, the boy can go to any extent to keep his love happy. Arjun (Emraan Hashmi) is a middle class man with big ambitions. And his only way of achieving the impossible is by taking a shortcut. Zoya (Sonal Chauhan) is a simple orphaned girl with ambitions. The only difference is the way she wants to achieve her dreams. Arjun graduates from being a small gambler to the most favorite bookie. And this is when the story takes a turn. As Arjun digs deeper into the world of betting and fixing, he starts to lose his love. When Zoya finally finds our Arjuns truth, she hands him over to the police. Arjun spends time in jail and when is finally let out, he goes in search for Zoya.

After a series of emotional sentences, Arjun promises to leave this path and follow Zoya to happiness. But as it is, bad habits can never be destroyed. Arjun struggles to keep his life on track and one look of jannat, promises are forgotten. Zoya is aghast and can't believe that her trust has been broken twice. She forces him out of the house, but can't forget him. Before playing his one last fixture, things go amiss. He is blamed for a murder he hasn't committed. At that time the only person he wants to meet is his girlfriend. Once again, the girl asks him to surrender because she knows he is innocent. He obeys, but not long after Arjun dies in Zoya's arms.

Along with all that, there is something else that plays an important role in the film. A Ring. They meet because of the ring, Arjun goes to extremes to get that ring, he tries to give the ring its right place, he feels the burden on the ring on him, and he dies because of the ring.

Well yeah the story was not well placed, the emotions were not displayed well, their love was not given total justice. Yet this is one film that is not to be missed.

Have you ever had a day...where everything just goes wrong? Well today was my day. Life started of well in the morning. I was actually not feeling sleepy at all. Went to college... life started to move slowly (as always). But, god, I had NEVER asked for that much fun. My heart almost jumped into my hands when it happened. The reason behind, as I assume it to be, is that it happened for the first time to me! Well...even before that something happened which, I personally do not find the need to discuss...but to be short....IT WAS HORRIBLE!!
Moving on to the main event. How should I describe it? Well to start off... it was painfully dreadful. So here it goes. On two days...me and my classmates/friends/buddies etc. are free between the not-so-cool hours of 1 pm - 4 pm, which in turn, gives us 3 hours of nothingness. Obviously, since we are in an age of hyper activeness, we need a good past time, in which we do not have to stay in college and so we sometimes go out. Today was the sometimes when we have to go out. And our ONLY hope is always 'Sam the Great' (shes a girl btw and this is her nickname!), just because that lady has a car and is quiet a good driver. Since I have just got a license and am not that good at driving, so I practice in Sam's car (have done only once before and today was the second time).
Its only 5-8 minutes walk to 'Marry Brown', but since its so freaking hot in Dubai, you cannot possibly think of walking that short distance and so I insisted on taking the car (because i wanted to drive :)). So I parked the car safely in front of MB and we all were having a meal (4 girls) when three of our friends passed by MB, since they were headed for Caesar's (15 minutes walk from college). One of the guys, Taher, calls up and asks if Sam could drop them back to college just because they didn't wish to walk back in that hot, sweaty weather. We agreed.
So me and Sam left MB's to pick them up. And thus began the ride to our untimely, unneeded fate.
Sam took a u-turn and headed back for the college on the same road. Cars were parked on both sides of the road (it is a two way road without a divider). So from our side, a woman in Mazda 3 wished to go on the opposite lane. Her car was parked in a way that her cars front faced the road (she had reversed parked it!). We were about a 100m away when she moved her car out a little bit, so naturally, Sam slowed down to let her go but she stopped and so Sam accelerated. Again the lady moved out a little bit again (there was some space available between the main road and the parking). Naturally (again!) Sam decelerated the Mazda 6 but the stupid lady stopped again. And then Sam accelerated again. With only 10m gap left between the two cars, this time around, the lady got a move on and BANG! the two cars bumpers collided. I was sitting on the passengers front seat and the bloody car was so close to me. I had my coke in my hand and the only thing I could do at that time was *slurp*. I slurped the whole coke within 40 seconds.
WOW! Now that was something good eh. Well on Sam's request we left for college after 10 minutes of waiting. Whilst on my way to college, I saw the police car arrive and was happy to know that they arrived early.
For the first time EVER, thanks to this accident, I was actually awake in my Aircraft System Principles class. Hell yeah it was fun. It rocked...though I was scared!

why do people have problems when someone wishes to change for good? Can the change be so harmful to people that they give you the worst looks possible? I seriously don't understand why all that happens, but for once the person can be left alone. How hard is it to do so?

That is what i wanted to do and that is what i have done but suddenly it seems like a crime. My friends keep asking me questions that i don't want to answer, people show that they disagree with this change and all this ANNOYS me like hell. I just feel so frustrated. Its not there life, its MINE and ONLY mine. They have no right to get angry or mad at me. Plus some of them are not even friends who should get angry.

God...i don't know what to say. I just want to hang myself. You know what the problem is? They can't be ignored so easily either and that, my friend, is a killer.

I wish I could crush someone into pieces. People wish to rule over me...and i aint letting that happen...at least not now!

There are times when suddenly everything changes in life. People you have never liked, or thought no better of them have become important to you. Thats what happened to me this semester. I already had a good freind but then two people whom I never talked freely with just because I didn't like them that much seem to important to me now.
Usually when people tell me that there is something I shouldn't do or something is not good about me, I seriously get pissed off. But whatever these two friends tell me, no matter how bad it is, nothing pisses me off. I have grown too fond of these two people, and I love hanging around with them.
Just something I found online, like it and thats why im posting it here:

To Izzah, Sam, Fiji, Madiha, Anam, Princilla, Abhi, Hibba and Aleena

When i'm happy,
I look at my hand
And search for the line
That made me lucky enough
To have a friend like you

When we see a Yash Raj film ad on TV, we expect to see good films and above all good stories that have everything in it. But lately that has changed. Yash Raj has started to depend more on star cast and style rather than the story line. Jhoom Barabar Jhoom, Tararumpum, Aaja Nachle and now Tashan. What ahs gotten into the Yash group only God can tell. Every single hype created for this film has turned only to disaster.

A few questions that bugged me through out the film:

1. where is the story?


2. why is the music below expectations?


3. why wasnt Akshay given more attention in promos?


4. where is the chemistry between the new "Hot Couple"?


5. where is the expected screenplay?


6. why is there the unwanted action?


7. why can't 1000 people kill three people?


8. how on earth can u get a speed boat in a nala (sewer)?

Akshay certainly stood out more than the others. He was by far the best thing that could happen to Tashan. Saif seemed like an object that was there for no reason. Kareena seemed to be in the film ONLY to show her size 0 look. Anil acted very well as the "English" speaking don.

There are some good point in the film but then over all it falls on the negative. The story could be MUCH stronger. With the actors Yash Raj had in hand, and the versatility of all the actors, the storyline could have done better.

A good try to copy film styles from the 70's but am sure if it was released in the 70's it would still be a flop. All in all if you want to watch a film, then you can watch a film from the 70's rather than watching Tashan.

But if you still want to watch it, then go ahead.

The first time anything reproductive ever happened in our college apart from studies is the 'Mini-Skill Club'. Thanks to our friends who came up with this amazing idea of learning and teaching new things to others. Out first day was quiet good. We kept it all amongst ourselves. Only a handful of people knew about it and less than a handful came. Ofcourse the only reason was timing problems. But still it was fun. A good way to pass your time when you have nothing at all to do!
Yesterday in our first class we made PAPER PLANES! No...not the basic one. Anyone can do that. But we made the ones that are a little more harder and one of them flies SICK! it is so smooth and goes to far. Just totally amazed.
Well in out next session we are planning to teach Photoshop. That means I hav to be ready for it! WOHOOO!!! It's my turn to be a teacher.

There are times when you really need to soothe your mind because you have had too much to think or work too much. To cut a long story short you need to relax. So I tried to find a new way and the only thing I could possibly think of was SLOW songs or Ghazals. Well I went for Ghzalas.
For all you people who dont know what Ghazals are, here is a short discription:

In poetry, the ghazal is a poetic form consisting of rhyming couplets and a refrain. Each line must share the same meter. Ghazals were written by the Persian mystics and poets Jalal al-Din Muhammad Rumi (13th century) and Hafez (14th century), he Turkish poet Fuzuli (16th century), as well as Mirza Ghalib (1797–1869) and Muhammad Iqbal (1877–1938), who both wrote Ghazals in Persian and Urdu. Through the influence of Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (1749–1832), the ghazal became very popular in Germany in the 19th century, and the form was used extensively by Friedrich Rückert (1788–1866) and August von Platen (1796–1835). The Kashmiri-American poet Agha Shahid Ali was a proponent of the form, both in English and in other languages; he edited a volume of "real ghazals in English." (Wikipedia)

• Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan
• Mohammed Rafi
• Farida Khanum
• Tina Sani
• Kishore
• Mukesh
• Jagjit Singh
• Ghulam Ali
• Hariharan
• Lata Mangeshkar
• Asha Bhosle
• Mehdi Hassan
• Pankaj Udhas
• Noor Jahan

These voices have some beauty man. Try listening to some ghazals from them. They SERIOUSLY rock.

ok so its simple....i thought i would never do this but i have done it....so here it is. I NEVER thought that i would be studying from the net for 'Aircraft System Princilples'...but i am....and it feels TOTALLY weird...i just wish god would bless me and this mishap should never occur...

oh btw...im writing a story...gonna make a blog soon!

ok a new thing in my blog. Since I am so intelligent and a genius, it is an obvious thing... that I will say things that will actuall make sense right? Do u understand what i mean? even if you dont...no worries...not everyone understands a genius. so i came up with this idea of writing down the utterance of my mouth whenever i come up with any. so here is the first of my quotes...

Hunyum utters: "Be a pussy. It saves your life." (inspired from the film 'The Mist')

life hasnt been behaving quiet properly with me. I have been totally diminished as I tired to find some fun in my life. But nothing seems to be goin very smooth so far. Well I have a mid tomorrow, for which I dont feel like studying, my cable is gone so I cant watch the IPL matches, I missed 'bicentennial man' for the sixth/seventh time today, my internet comes and goes, I was supposed to finish 'princess' but it hasnt worked out that way, I was supposed to begin on a story, I have to study for my three mids this week, my eyes refuse to close until its 3 or 4 am and so when I wake up in the morning my eyes long for the long, heavy, deep sleep. I guess its not possible until the weekend. Above that we had this cockroach spray in my house because our stupid neighbors brought in a whole stock of those bloody bugs. Hate it and for that reason I wasnt able to study that well for my thermdynamics mid. Ok a wee bit of frustration has been taken out while writing...and the rest well...ill see what to do.
And pray for those who are going to suffer my wrath as I pour out buckets and buckets of my frustrated and antagonized life.
P.S: my friend gave me an idea to have a signature for my self...so I have made one...

Has it ever happened with you? Have you seen something in your dreams and it has actually happened? I have been getting those for a long time now but they seem to be getting quite frequent now. I dont have the serious dreams in which i might see anyone getting hurt or anything really bad happening to a person, but still it makes me feel weird. I mean i ahve seen 2 COMPLETE films even before they made, i ahve talked to people i have never met before, i have seen a WHOLE desperate hosuewives episode of the fourth season when only the second season was on. I ask is myself: what?. well I looked around the net to see what was actually happening and i found a few things.

Déjà vu already seen"; also called paramnesia , from Greek παρα para, "near" + μνήμη mnēmē, "memory") is the experience of feeling sure that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously (an individual feels as though an event has already happened or has repeated itself). The term was coined by a French psychic researcher, Émile Boirac (1851–1917) in his book L'Avenir des sciences psychiques (The Future of Psychic Sciences), which expanded upon an essay he wrote while an undergraduate. The experience of déjà vu is usually accompanied by a compelling sense of familiarity, and also a sense of "eeriness", "strangeness", or "weirdness". The "previous" experience is most frequently attributed to a dream, although in some cases
there is a firm sense that the experience "genuinely happened" in the past. The experience of déjà vu seems to be very common among adults and children alike; in formal studies 70% of people report having experienced it at least once. References to the experience of déjà vu are also found in literature of the past, indicating it is not a new phenomenon. It has been extremely difficult to evoke the déjà vu experience in laboratory settings, therefore making it a subject of few
empirical studies. Recently, researchers have found ways to recreate this sensation using hypnosis

Or

A precognitive dream is one in which future events yet to happen appear in
dream state, and later, those events do indeed come to pass. I am not talking
about Déjà vu, where you get the feeling that you have been somewhere, or done
something before, but rather, I refer to dream state occurrences, that
accurately manifest at a future date.

Well now that I know what it is called...the next question is why?
So far i havent really found the answer to that. Internet doesnt help that much sometimes.

but i did go on tickle.com to check out my bloody pregoniton/dejavu ability. So i took the test and here are the results:

Hunyum, when it comes to psychic abilities, you have an unusually strong talent
in the area of Precognition.
This means you have an uncanny ability to look into the future and know ahead of time what is going to happen. You might, for instance, simply know that you're going to get that job before the interview even happens with a certainty that exceeds what you would expect to have simply
knowing the facts of the situation. You might have a sense of dread before going out for the evening only to later have a flat tire on your way home. These little hunches are easy to ignore but for you especially, quite often lead to a true prediction of what is going to happen. These predictions can be used to generate positive outcomes, and the more you know about how to use your talent, the more you will be able to distinguish between fantasy of the future and an actual reality you are seeing happen, before it has actually happened. While your strongest psychic talent is Precognition, Tickle also analyzed your psychic strengths in:
Retrocognition: The ability to know what happened in the past.
Clairvoyance: The ability to "see" the unknown.
Remote viewing: The ability to see physical objects at a distance.
Telepathy: The ability to tune into others' thoughts.

So here it is....im officially weird.

It was the first time that a movie actually touched my heart. I wanted to watch it just out of curiousity. Wanted to see what Ajay can do and how well can he potray his thoughts. It started of and there it was, like many of the movies I have seen before, a sky. Movies that start like this make me feel weird. And so I was feeling weird already.
In the first 30 minutes or so of the film you couldnt really see the 'U me aur hum'. All you could think of was what the 'U me aur hum' really meant. It was tough to guess. The jokes and the light humor was good. What I liked the most about it was the fact that a few signs were made obvious from the beginning that related to the main theme or issue of the film. It was not as if everything came out of the blue like some of the other films.
Well so it went on and on. I wished someone would stop all that and let me go. But then it happened. Piya (Kajol) was almost run over by her own husband!
And there it began. The 'U me aur Hum' was on. The problems, the emotions, the helpless husband, the ignorant wife. It all fell into place. Nothing was over the top, no emotion exaggerated, no extra tear and no problem overestimated (like Taree Zameen Par). The problems they faced seemed to be normal. Anyone could relate to it. Anything that happened in Ajay (Ajay Devgan) and Piya's life after marriage was just so perfectly like real life. A likeable ending and therefore worth a watch. By the end this sentence 'Sometimes the greatest journey is the distance between two people' totally made sense.
Who cares whether the movie is copied or not. Copied stories do not usually go well. But this one did. It just didnt go well, it went very well.

An ordinary story with extraordinary power that touches your heart. A MUST see.

Allright so the three tests are over. Hallelujah!
You must have realized by now that nothing interesting seems to happen in my life. The farthest it can go is getting a driving license! So something more interesting happened...well according to me. So on sunday I was kicked out of the class. Yeah man...thats tht. Ok my main purpose was to tell bout my tests:

1]Thermodynamics: YUCK! I knew the steps messed em up bad though
2]Aerodynamics: Shit easy...finished in half an hour...teacher was quiet impressed since I did everything even though i dont listen in class
3]Aircraft System Principles: half half kinda thing...good and bad...

Hope fully marks will be fine in all! PRAY 4 ME

*DONT DRINK WATER...FISH HAVE SEX IN IT*

I reached there at 7.45 am. Tensed throughout. About one month ago, I had the same feeling. Feeling of weirdness (yeah i do get dat). So I went to the room...sat...waited...prayed...prayed....prayed. And finally at 8.30 am I heard my name 'Hunyum Murya'. Me and three others stood up and left the room. We sat and waited...waited...and waited. I was the second one. 15 minutes later she called me in front. I got out and went to the front and here it all started.

I put the cushion down, sat on, adjusted the seat, adjusted the mirror, pulled the gear down, moved the gear to D, switched off the hazard, put the left signal and waited till the traffic cleared out. 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8....9...10 and out. There I was on the road giving my second road test with no hopes of passing. Just wanted to do my best. She made me turn right, left, take a u-turn, then right and left and right and left again, and ofcourse changing the lane. These 15 minutes wre the most important of my life. And then i had to park. I parked got out left the door open for the other person and went back once again. After what seemed like a million years we finally arrived at the instute. And again I waited...waited...waited...waited... and waited. She called my name once again.

'Do you know what was your mistake Hunyum?'
'I think my u-turn was too sharp and so was my left turn.'
'No. That was no it. You left the door open while you got out of the car. And that was a hazard. And a hazard is a fail. You know that?'
'Yes...... so I fail!'
'Check yourself'

The paper was full of red stamps in arabic writing

'So I fail again'
'Read the P-A-S-S on the paper'

I PASSED! The pass was not prominent at all...what crazy shit man....I had actually PASSED! Hallelujah...

So here it is...I finally have my license....Im SOOOOOOOO happy!

*btw I might not write for the next two weeks because I have LOADS of test coming up!*

So I thought why not give my blog a new look, as in a new background and a new banner. So last night I sat down and thought about the new theme for my blog. I had to go through a chain of questions to answer my one big question. At last my question was answered. So this is what my theme will be for the time being until I wish to change again: Only God can judge me.

Another thing I found missing was the fact that my poor blog had no identity. No name, no meaning, no punch line. Come on now, saying ‘paranoidentity’ doesn’t help me at all. So I wanted to call my blog ‘____ Zone’. Well what other better word than Zany. And it sounds cool. Just say it ‘Zany Zone’, ‘Zany Zone’, ‘Zany Zone’. Sounds cool… doesn’t it? Well for you people out there who do not know the meaning of Zany it means: crazy, imaginative, foolish, clownish, silly etc, which, by some weird coincidence, describes me. So here it is, one word that describes me completely.

And when it came to a tag line…well I didn’t want it to be like any other. It HAD to describe the way I talk or think. So after a series of thoughts and hard work I decided to give the tag line: ‘where unreality meets utterance’.

So doesn’t my blog look cooler and more complete now! Oh how much I love myself!

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As you all know, yesterday was Pakistan Day (23rd March). our constitution was passed on this day in the year 1940. And isnt it obvious that we would be in the spirit of this day. Yes we were! Well one of my friends was REALLY in the spirit and therefore she wrote a poem! And here it goes.

Yesterday while I was cleaning the dishes, i went over the different variations and sounds of my name by different people. Well let me tell you first taht my actual name is: Hunyum Murya (Hun-Yum Mur-Ya)...allrite. And here a the variations (as pronounced) when:

A] They read my name from paper:

• Hoonyoum
• Onyum
• Hunyumyumyum (some weird ass guy who thinks he is too good said that)
• Haniyam
• Huniyom

B] when they ask me/or hear it:

• Muriam (where did the M come from..and where did the H go?)
• Onion (DONT ASK!)
• Haniya
• Humyum

well there are more...just dont want to tell!

Ok so that was not the reason for the blog. The reason is about to come up. And the reason is GET THE SIMPLE LOGIC OF PRONOUNCING MY NAME PROPERLY WHEN YOU READ IT ATLEAST!

You dont read it as hoonch...you read it as hunch. Then why does my name become hoon...when it can so easily be hun...and for the second part you dont go yoom....you go yum....so why not for my name you JUST say yum. And when they join together they become Hunyum.

Hearing is acceptable...its hard to catch in the first time...but PLEASE...read it properly!

allrite, its been the LONGEST time since I read good books ( the last i read was Geisha). Well actually since i came back from Canada i have read ONLY 2 books. can you imagine 2. ONLY two. this is impossible. in Canada i used to read 1,2,3, even 4 books in one week, and here after 2 bloody years ONYL 2. so i finally gave up. I HAD to read books. my brain felt the loneliness on no long words, not searching teh dictionery to find the meaning of those hard words, no story, no sorrows, no happiness, no guilt. Nothing at all. so i have just finished reading 'A thousand Splendid Suns' and am reading 'Atonement' right now. 2 books in a week. Beauty!

And now, behold the list of books i want to read:

1. Insomniac, Gayle Greene's
2. Friend of the Devil, Peter Robinson
3. Another Thing to Fall, Laura
4. Christine Falls, Benjamin Black
5. In the Woods, Tana French
6. Reclaiming History by Vincent Bugliosi
7. Who Is Conrad Hirst? by Kevin Wignall
8. The Yiddish Policeman's Union by Michael Chabon
9. The Host by Stephenie Meyer
10. The Girl of His Dreams by Donna Leon
11. Piece of My Heart by Peter Robinson
12. Sex, Murder and a Double Latte
13. The Rebel: Jack Dann
14. Vampire, Interrupted
15. Pride & A Pregnancy Secret
16. The Undead Next Door
17. Shifter by Virginia Kantra
18. How to Propose to a Prince by Kathryn Caskie
19. Dawn's Awakening [A Novel of the Feline Breeds] by Lora Leigh
20. Chasing the Dime by Michael Connelly
21. The Queen's Fool by Philippa Gregory
22. My Immortal Protector by Jen Holling
23. Hell on Earth
24. Hitlers Pope
25. No Country for old men
26. The Kite Runner
27. The Other Boleyn Girl
28. The Running Man
29. World With Out End

'A Thousand Splendid Suns'. One of the best books ever written. This guy 'Khaled Hosseini' has got a gift, a talent to tell stories like these and pull the heart strings at every single word. The style is so simple, so straight forward yet there is something about the words that slip down to your heart with ease. The horrors of the life of Mariam and Laila were not magnified at any point but still the pain, grievances, sadness was felt. There are times when you just want to reach out to Laila and Mariam and help them. The journey through which Laila and Mariam go through makes you feel like a part of them. The story slowly gains speed and emotional power. It is, overall, a story of haunting and heartbreaking times, untimely friendship, destroyed love and dreams. This one is not to be missed

As my feet placed themselves firmly on the ground, a weird feeling took birth inside me. what was it i didnt know, but i was sure that something bad and evil was on its way. And yes I was right. I enetered the room and there it was on the bed. I hated it. I couldnt resist the tempation. I took cloth and *squish*. All its blood splattered on my face. It was gone..dead..over...finished from the face of earth! What a relief!

Alrite ill get to the normal part. i was in my friends house, and it was a bed bug alright! i killed it, and since it wasnt in the cloth completly a few drops spattered on my face. Happy! Bye

So my whole family went to Carrefour today (a shopping place kinda thing). Since my dad is travelling to Italy, he needed a new suitcase. Well by the time we reached that place it was time to pray and me mom and dad went to pray. So we had nothing to do...what did we do then? Guess! come on...we stalked.
My sis looked at this REALLY cute guy. Since we were just totally bored..we stalked that cute handsome guy around the shop. I guess he kind of realized that we were staling him. But who cares he was cute.
And then...everything shattered. i went to get chocolates with my sis and by the time we returned, he was gone! Oh how the destiny plays games with us. if he could have stayed onyl a bit longer. i wasnt gonna see him ever again. just a sad little, bogus, crazy life of mine.

so heres are list of things to keep in mid when stalking a cute guy:
1] make SURE you dont miss him. you might never see him again
2] make SURE he doesnt notice the fact that you are stalking him
3] if he notices that your stalking him then make him feel SPECIAL...dont show ur stalking him
4] one VERY VERY important thing... DONOT, i repeat DONOT try to take his pictures!

Alrite...so as you guys know i had a drving test. guess what happened? I FAILED! damn. i cried like hell after that. i couldnt belive it. she failed me for now reason whatsoever.

seriously the things she marked on my paper. cant believe it. RIGHT TURN WORNG. NOT CHECKING THE MIRROR. NO SHOULDER CHECK. NOT MAINTAINING SAFE DISTANCE (though u could fit a whole car in there easily).

dude. that was crazy. plus she just WOULDNT move her feet from the break. its like they were stuck to each other with glue. got damn her! i could have passed EASILY! i hate her..i hate her...i hate her. thats it.bye

Get ready to witness the best of the best art!

ok so it has been 171 Days since i have written a blog....what did i do all this time....no idea whatsoever! just lived on life. what will i do now...no idea whatsoever! will live life...and you have to listen to my blabbering...allrite so here it goes....



ok so i stopped writing coz of the heavy college burden. well im finally done...i actually restared again...
so what am i upto rite now....nuthin much...well what do u expect me to do? nuthin rite! so im doin nuthin.

actually i did do sumthin. i started my driving classes (have final road test 2morrow). and i became a crazy fan of emoish...sad...depressed....life hating stuff. Kewl eh! Aint dat what lifes all about????

AND AND AND...i joined da Jal forums (www.jal theband.com: DO JOIN). wow its soooooooo rocking....luv it just like crazy....all da stuff we do on it...just luve it...and you knwo what else i love...coming up here and just poring my heart out....these are the best things to do in life.

how would you know if u havent tried it yet....ok so i cant seem to think of nething else rite now...

oh..wait...did anyone see the oscars?? Johnny Depp looked cuteeeeee. Woweee...hes one hell of a hottie...luv dat dude...

So i think ill take a leave now. Ciao...tata...see you l8erz!