why do people have problems when someone wishes to change for good? Can the change be so harmful to people that they give you the worst looks possible? I seriously don't understand why all that happens, but for once the person can be left alone. How hard is it to do so?

That is what i wanted to do and that is what i have done but suddenly it seems like a crime. My friends keep asking me questions that i don't want to answer, people show that they disagree with this change and all this ANNOYS me like hell. I just feel so frustrated. Its not there life, its MINE and ONLY mine. They have no right to get angry or mad at me. Plus some of them are not even friends who should get angry.

God...i don't know what to say. I just want to hang myself. You know what the problem is? They can't be ignored so easily either and that, my friend, is a killer.

I wish I could crush someone into pieces. People wish to rule over me...and i aint letting that happen...at least not now!