I have been getting the strangest feeling for the past few days or probably weeks. I dont know why is it so, or what got into me. But i know one thing for sure, something is amiss and it's affecting me a lot! I have started to see the glass half empty. I did before too, but only sometimes. But now its a regular thing. Everyone person I look at just seems different. I cant talk to anyone properly. Even if I do, then once I'm done I feel as if the person is thinking something bad about me. *Maybe they don't like me* or *Did I say something wrong?* or *Why are they giving me weird expressions (even though they are not)*. Do you know what I mean? And above that I presume that every face around me has changed, is deceiving me, is hiding something from me. Plus I feel afraid at times of nothing at all. Nothing, I know! I try to search for the answer as I lie on my bed. What am I afraid of? What is it? A power so strong? Or something I did that should not have been done? But nothing comes to my mind. I dont see the need to be afraid of anything at all. But still I am. My heart thumps hard, so hard that I feel as if it is still thumping even when it die's down. At night, in the drakness of my room, when nothing is around me it seems as if something is there. Tickling me, disturbing me, not letting me sleep. I dont know what to do! Will someone please take me out of this? Will someone help me? Someone, anyone? Just HELP!
Allrite...i swear i dont knwo what i have just written... i felt like writing it...it has no meaning...just a random thought in my mind of a poor lonely person...who probably feels rejected by the world...but the family...feels rejected by him/herself...
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